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I go where the wind takes me!7 janvier British joke1. one day tomato family(tomato father,mother and child) went out, little tomato were lagged behind,tomato papa was very angry and said to him'Ketchup!'
2. this is the name of a plat 'Jerusalem south korean blabla..'why Jerusalem? because it uses the seeds of sunflower, if u speak 'sunflower' as quickly as u can, then it sounds like 'Jerusalem':) 20 décembre YouthSamuel Ullman
Youth is not a time of life; it is a state of mind; it is not a matter of rosy cheeks, red lips and supple knees; it is a matter of the will, a quality of the imagination, a vigor of the emotions; it is the freshness of the deep springs of life.
Youth means a temperamental predominance of courage over timidity, of the appetite for adventure over the love of ease. This often exists in a man of 60 more than a boy of 20. Nobody grows old merely by a number of years. We grow old by deserting our ideals.
Years may wrinkle the skin, but to give up enthusiasm wrinkles the soul. Worry, fear, self-distrust bows the heart and turns the spring back to dust. Whether 60 or 16, there is in every human being’s heart the lure of wonder, the unfailing childlike appetite of what’s next and the joy of the game of living. In the center of your heart and my heart there is a wireless station: so long as it receives messages of beauty, hope, cheer, courage and power from men and from the Infinite, so long are you young.
When the aerials are down, and your spirit is covered with snows of cynicism and the ice of pessimism, then you are grown old, even at 20, but as long as your aerials are up, to catch waves of optimism, there is hope you may die young at 80.
ps. thanks to Stephane! I spent a lot of time to find this poem. 5 août back from tokyoit has been quite a long time that I don't write my blog. my trip in tokyo is neither interesting nor boring,anyway i'm disappointed not to have seen many old places, but spyscrapers everywhere.tokyo is full of energy, the streets, metro are full of people even at 0h!but people are quiet,they don't talk in public place, on the contrary, we Chinese talked loudly in metro, I wonder Japanese might think why Chinese like talking so much:) 30 avril the climate in pekin is absolutely good!these days after sand storm ,the weather in beijing is fantastic!today the temperature may be more than 20 degree, hoping to wearing skirt soon !i bought many new ones, they can have debut^.^yesterday evening after watching an american film, i walked in the street, no wind! and i can breathe the fresh air filled with spring happyness,i love these lovely nights!so familiar! make me good mood!so i got a picture for the night of bj.
1 avril a love that will never grow old!
19 mars la tour eiffel a CUFEi took this photo from 11th floor of teaching building, it's funny , thanks to Stephane, he firstly discovered this beautiful sight, he is talented 10 mars statue in CUFEthe horse in CUFE, but i recognized it's a horse after one semestre, i used to think it's a monstre with only one big eye,in fact it's a fire ball:) 19 février french film expo last week in bji'm lucky to appreciate the best french films 2005!i think the 'airplane' (l'avion) is the best film of expo, though i haven't seen all.it talks about the love between the family members,between the alive and the dead,it was regared as the children fiction film, but actually it has no component of fiction,the only unreal thing is that the airplane model can fly without any romote control:)but it touches and educates all, no matter chidlern or adults, let us cherish the commonplaces, sometimes they are seemed too trivial, indeed mean a lot to us.i love the question posed by the director, why the airplane went back to the sky,his answer was the airplane was made of meteorolite, so finally it must go back to the place born
 i love the personality of the director, passionate for life and leading a simply lifestyle, i find that the simple persons can oftenbe the happiest and enjoy the best of life, so we should learn to become simple
 p.s. i luckily got a sign and a photo of the director, i have uploaded them to my album 7 février the words in TV opera"desperate housewives" mean much to mei love the aside words at each end of the "desperate housewives', they are wise and very meaningful!here is the part i adore:
life is a journey.one had better travel with a companion by his side.of course, that companion can be just anyone, a neighbour on the other side of the street, or the men on the other side of the bed...the companion can be a mother with good intentions...
p.s. yesterday, bj finally got its heaviest snow!after the debut of spring in the luna calendar, so weird!! 3 février my own writerI dislike the luna new year, coz my father comes home. He is severe and conservative, each new year eve, he gives me a lot of work, calling the relatives that hardly been contacted within half an year, saying those sweet words…I have to think about those words carefully, make sure they are the most proper, and filled with the fears whether I have successfully done my job, the Chinese celebrate their festival so unhonestly, everything should be ok, each word, each smile should be perfect, any faux-pas is permitted, thus everyone becomes puppet, celebrates a ‘happy’ new year.
I found I become clever since entering university, I think it’s because there are not constraints any more, I can live, say, smile, do everything freely, no others around you criticize or limit you. Living in a traditional Chinese family, any controversies is allowed, the children must be submitted and observe any order of their parents. My time in the middle school was darkest period for me, any cartoon book, film and pop singer will be regarded as broking the family discipline, and if I was gotten unfortunately, it meant I must be cartful from then, so I always enjoyed my dear stuffs secretly and lonely. It left me a habit that I still fell nervous when my father is at home even if I do nothing wrongly. I have always to remind myself: everything should be perfect, so I try my best to do everything excellently, e.g. if I fail the exams, I’m shamed to say it to my family, in university, I was lucky, coz I can say there is no exam at all to my fatherJ
I finally got a reason why I love foreign language so crazily, the reason seems to be poor and uninteresting, that is coz I can keep my privacy, my parents don’t understand any about foreign language.
Another thing I hated is my father often says the excellent job I did to others, which makes him more decent and successful, I really hate it! It seems that I must always do everything as good example, only to make him look good! It’s not fire! I dislike caring about the opinions of others so seriously, and to make others feel they are all stupid, only he is so wise. We are human beings, why our life is so tired! Just enjoy ourselves, don’t care about anything. I like the western way to think about things, directly, simply, and I like to get along with them. We Chinese are exhausted in the cage built by ourselves. We require everything must be in place; otherwise your fellows will exclude you. I remember a film ’the age of innocence’, we are just like the noble in the old Britain, everything must be perfect, and human being seems like the slave of the so-called disciplines and boring traditions. In mainland, we call pineapple ‘bo luo’, but the Taiwanese give it an elegant name ’feng li’, at first I can’t connect ‘feng li’ with so common ‘bo luo’, I think it’s very rare and precious fruit! But anyway even you are ‘feng li’, actually you are ‘bo luo’, and in English you are all called pineapple.
I finally know that why writers love literature so much, that is coz using writing to get rid of these unhappy things is really cool, unhappiness flows out like the flood! Today, be my own writer, super idea! 28 janvier happy year of dog!dog years is my animal year!hope everything is ok, i'll try not to put on the red things ,coz i dislike that color's clothes, they often make me look stupid:)i like pink!maybe i can use pink to replace red!good choice! be creative! 26 janvier congratulations!finally, i've finished my big job,the paper for apria conference!congratulations!
now i can reassure myself and enjoy my happy new year holidays! 17 janvier working on paper as Chang JIn!now i'm working on paper for selection of asia-pacific insurance conference, i'm supposed to be Chang Jin(a famouse woman in South Korea,who touched the king for her efforts and excellent skill of cooking),while working on it! her mother's spirit blessed her to get through the most difficult time,i hope her spirit can encourage me and bless me! 23 décembre the best carole of the year!"when a child is born"in the cold and heavy wind , this song makes u warm, it's the hot tea for our spirit!
这首歌名叫《当孩子诞生时》,也有人称《当婴儿降生时》,是电影《狼人之恋》的主题插曲 When a child is born（Johnny Mathis约翰尼．马蒂斯） A ray of hope flickers in the sky A tiny star lights up way up high All across the land dawns a brand new morn, This comes to pass when a child is born. A silent wish sails the seven seas The winds of change whisper in the trees And the walls of doubt crumble tossed and torn, This comes to pass when a child is born. A rosy dawn settles all around You got to feel you"re on solid ground For a spell or two no one seems forlorn This come to pass when a child is born. (Spoken) and all of this happens bacause the world is waiting.waiting for one child, black,white,yellow,no one knows, but a child that will grow up and turn tears to laughter,hate to love,war to peace, everyone and everyone"s name, and suffering will be words to be forgotten forever. It"s all a dream, an illusion now. It must come true some time soon somehow All across the land dawns a brand new morn This comes to pass when a child is born. 当孩子诞生时 一道希望之光，在空中闪耀 一颗微星照亮了天上的路 横跨整个大地，开展了一个崭新的黎明 这都是因为一个小孩的诞生 无声的愿望航过七海 转向的风在树梢呢喃 猜忌之墙崩塌倾圮 这全是因为一个小孩的诞生 到处都充满了红光 你感觉到了，你站在坚硬的土地上 在这段期间，似乎没有人孤单 这全是因为一个小孩的诞生 这些事情所以发生，是因为全世界都在等待 等待一个孩子，是黑是白还是黄？没有人知道 但小孩会长大，将泪水化为欢笑 将仇恨化成爱，战争化为和平 使四海成一家 悲痛与苦难将被遗忘，永远被遗忘 那是一个梦想，一个幻象 但未来很快就会实现 横跨整个大地，开展了一个崭新的黎明 这全是因为一个小孩的诞生 21 décembre this week is good!jingly, jingly, jingly~
my mood is up as the x'mas arrives.this week ,i'm free ,enjoying my free leisure time!
one thing always tortures me, that is the paper for selection of world insurance conference,i haven't figure out the theme
 i write what ?i'm keeping thinking it all the time!previously,i choose to write about pension,but it's
far away from my major-insurance, and i'm always confused for it.  maybe i must use the actuarial tool or demography,but i don't have a sense of maths,although i studied a bachelor sci. oulala, my understanding ability is poor when i'm in the sea of data.i must change this situation,make myself active to the data.more improtantly, i lost my creativity, my brain is blank!if i imitate others, i can't work out a good paper. creatity,innovation, originality are the force of advance, the three words are also that i like most!15 décembre damned datanow i'm looking at data everyday from morning to evening,usually 9am to 7 pm,10hs!oulala!
after 6pm, my eyes seem to be covered by clouds,and my brain is stuffed by the data,data data data, millions of data, i hope to get a job without data, but it's impossible. i wanna to be sale representive, it's a good idea to do sales in China, well paid and it can keep u open-minded.office lady is decent,but also limits u, my best friend' words makes sense.
maybe it's away from data.
wish my eyesight still ok after one month internship!
8 décembre i couldn't fall into sleepyestoday, i couldn't fall into sleep, at 12pm, finally , i was asleep,but 4am ,i woke up! and couldn't fall into sleep agalin,today i'm very sleepy,it's rare for me.my stuffed Koala was sleeping well last night, it put its head into its pillow,mayby i should try it this night. 4 décembre quelle chance! i went to the reading festival in french cultural centre yesterday, trid a little game(if u answer the question in the card correctly, u can got a book!)i won it rapidly, got the "poésies choix"peotry collection of victor hugo. quelle chance!there was also a game called 'finding the words hided' there are 17 questions, u answer a question with help of the resouces in the libarary, u can get a word, at last u will connect these words into a sentance of the 20c famous travalling writer Bruce Chatwin .but i haven't finished yet, coz it was a big job!the deadline was today, so i have to give up it,what a pity! 30 novembre not wellmy first day of internship was chaotic,i tried to perform well, but the fact was opposite, i only finished one work, and made some mistakes.the working rate was as slow as in the SOE,rather than in the foreign-owned companies.i dream of getting a job in the foreign-owned companies,but from this experience, i lost confidence,the women working there are super,they are stronger and more active than their male fellows, filled with endless energies,passionate for work,they are always working without drinking water and going to the bathroom,and the last ones to leaving the companies! at school,these were all my advantages!but they couldn't work there.i really know what does "comparative advantages" mean!there, you only have one time to leaning the new things,i was shown how to do the work, but when it was my turn,i met many difficulties,though i asked the others uncountable times. my fast learnig ability at school was nothing there! so today i 'm given no work to do, others are busy with their works,they think my participation wil only leave them troubles.when u do bad, u lose confidence and are nervous,u do worse, others don't give u the second chance, this is the principle forever. 19 novembre nothing to do!boringthis week i found nothing to do,i just passed it boredly, my sentiment was not so high.i must chang this situation next week,getting myself a lot things. i like keeping busy, when i am left nothing to do, i feel not very well, sleepy the whole day.i think i've a character of ants,they are usually busy. 15 novembre the post-exam syndromeAfter the exam, I feel so void this week, and life is so wonderful, makes it unreal. I don’t need to wake up at 7h10 am, bravo! But I’m a little not used to it, my roommate said to me, she knew I looked at the clock nervously this morning. she is a good observer, I have a curtain around my bed, but she only heard the light noise of my action, and figured out what I did correctly!another thing , i lost my memory, i usually forgot where i put the things!i'll get back my memory soon
13 novembre The exam is nothingI find that I often pursue the things without meanings, the ticket for postgraduate school entry in China, the exam of interpretation of personnel ministry. I don’t know what’s the next one like. Particularly, the exam of interpretation, the materials contain the sino-UK diplomacy, measure of the age of the earth, the relationship between the target of realizing communism and all-round development of a well-being society, etc. I don’t know these interpretations make sense! anyway, the guiding book is good, it covers knowledge in all fields, IT, education, finance and trade, economy, public health, sport, etc., it grants me an innovative perspective to observe the world and a good understanding on how a qualified interpreter should be! I think the two-month preparation means a lot to me, it’s deserved. If you reap sth, the time is good spending, so you can’t make any complaint. My next attempt is the paper for Asia-Pacific insurance conference, although the odds being selected are small, but a will and courage are half of the success, isn’t it? after that I will start my internship, I’m hunting now, others almost finish it!
11 novembre my big date!tomorrow is my big date, i'll take the exam of interpretation.i'm a little nervous,i arranged the necessary things very slowly, and examined many times whether i have put them into my bag. under bid pressure, i often act like this! i read it's a symptom of obliging in medicine, but it's said ok , many people have this habit under pressure.it shows that how close attention i draw to the exam! anyway i gave up other opportunities but prepared for it!i think i'm the kind of person who enjoys the process, but i'll try my best tomorrow for a very successful outcome! 5 novembre I'll create miracle within a week! nothing is impossibleI’ll create miracle within a week! nothing is impossible. The exam of interpretation only leaves me a week! I’ll make a final try. I want a pass, I really love the word ‘want’, it shows my total aspiration. I dislike the way in which the ministry of HR works, It’s inefficient, thus far I haven’t got my exam-entry card, neither the time nor area of exam! its website releases the information so slowly, it tests my patience, lack of patience is my big weakness, I’m always liking doing things quickly, then I can shift to another and move on, time is limited resource! Sometimes I agree with this American point. |
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